I've been waiting for this moment.
I mean publish a new post.
The thing is I don't have any idea on what to be said.
I believe I'm not alone but sometimes I feel really lonely.
I think I need my family but whenever I reach home we are 'shouting' instead of talking.
It happens all the time. My friends?
We have our own life. I don't wanna disturb them everytime I need someone.
Sometimes I should give them space rather than 'disturbing' their life.
I don't know.
About what I feel...
about what I really want in my life *talking about future here*...
about what's going on and...
Is this relates to something called hormone or what?
God, I pray a lot hoping that I'll get something bigger and better.
Although I forget about you sometimes it doesn't mean I don't need you during that time.
I need you every single second in my life.
I beg for your forgiveness if my sins led to what I'm facing now.
I need a 'cure'.
I need you dear LORD.